Introduction to the Big Book
PREFACE
THIS IS the second edition of the book "Alcoholics
Anonymous," which made its first appearance in
April 1939. More than 300,000 copies of the first
edition are now in circulation.
Because this book has become the basic text for our
Society and has helped such large numbers of alcoholic
men and women to recovery, there exists a sentiment
against any radical changes being made in it. Therefore,
the first portion of this volume, describing the
A.A. recovery program, has been left largely un-
touched.
But the personal history section has been considerably
revised and enlarged in order to present a more
accurate representation of our membership as it is
today. When the book was first printed, we had
scarcely 100 members all told, and every one of them
was an almost hopeless case of alcoholism. This has
changed. A.A. now helps alcoholics in all stages of
the disease. It reaches into every level of life and
into nearly all occupations. Our membership now
includes many young people. Women, who were at
first very reluctant to approach A.A., have come forward
in large numbers. Therefore the range of the
story section has been broadened so that every alcoholic
reader may find a reflection of him or herself
in it.
As a souvenir of our past, the original Foreword has
been preserved and is followed by a second on describing
Alcoholics Anonymous of 1955.
Following the Forewords, there appears a section
called "The Doctor's Opinion." This also has been
kept intact, just as it was originally written in 1939 by
the late Dr. William D. Silkworth, our Society's great
medical benefactor. Besides Dr. Silkworth's original
statement, there have been added, in the Appendices,
a number of the medical and religious endorsements
which have come to us in recent years.
On the last pages of this second edition will be
found the Twelve Traditions of Alcoholics Anonymous,
the principles upon which our A.A. groups
function, together with the directions for getting in touch
with A.A.
FOREWORD TO THE FIRST EDITION
This is the Foreword as it appeared in the first
printing of the first edition in 1939
WE, OF Alcoholics Anonymous, are more
than one hundred men and woman who have recovered
from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and
body. To show other alcoholics PRECISELY HOW WE
HAVE RECOVERED is the main purpose of this book. For
them, we hope these pages will prove so convincing
that no further authentication will be necessary. We
think this account of our experiences will help everyone
to better understand the alcoholic. Many do not
comprehend that the alcoholic is a very sick person.
And besides, we are sure that our way of living has
its advantages for all.
It is important that we remain anonymous because
we are too few, at present to handle the overwhelming
number of personal appeals which may result
from this publication. Being mostly business or professional
folk, we could not well carry on our occupations in such an event.
We would like it understood
that our alcoholic work is an avocation.
When writing or speaking publicly about alcoholism,
we urge each of our Fellowship to omit his
personal name, designating himself instead as "a
member of Alcoholics Anonymous."
Very earnestly we ask the press also, to observe this
request, for otherwise we shall be greatly handicapped.
We are not an organization in the conventional
sense of the word. There are no fees or dues what-
soever. The only requirement for membership is an
honest desire to stop drinking. We are not allied with
any particular faith, sect or denomination, nor do we
oppose anyone. We simply wish to be helpful to those
who are afflicted.
We shall be interested to hear from those who are
getting results from this book, particularly form those
who have commenced work with other alcoholics. We
should like to be helpful to such cases.
Inquiry by scientific, medical, and religious societies
will be welcomed.
FOREWORD TO SECOND EDITION
SINCE the original Foreword to this book was
written in 1939, a wholesale miracle has taken
place. Our earliest printing voiced the hope "that
every alcoholic who journeys will find the Fellowship
of Alcoholics Anonymous at his destination. Already,"
continues the early text, "twos and threes and fives of
us have sprung up in other communities."
Sixteen years have elapsed between our first printing
of this book and the presentation of 1955 of our second
edition. In that brief space, Alcoholics Anonymous
has mushroomed into nearly 6,000 groups whose membership
is far above 150,000 recovered alcoholics.
Groups are to be found in each of the United States
and all of the provinces of Canada. A.A. has flourish-
ing communities in the British Isles, the Scandinavian
countries, South Africa, South America, Mexico,
Alaska, Australia and Hawaii. All told, promising
beginnings have been made in some 50 foreign countries
and U.S. possessions. Some are just now taking
shape in Asia. Many of our friends encourage us by
saying that this is but a beginning, only the augury of
a much larger future ahead.
The spark that was to flare into the first A.A. group
was struck at Akron, Ohio in June 1935, during a talk
between a New York stockbroker and an Akron
physician. Six months earlier, the broker had been
relieved of his drink obsession by a sudden spiritual
experience, following a meeting with an alcoholic
friend who had been in contact with the Oxford
Groups of that day. He had also been greatly helped
by the late Dr. William D. Silkworth, a New York
specialist in alcoholism who is now accounted no less
than a medical saint by A.A. members, and whose
story of the early days of our Society appears in the
next pages. From this doctor, the broker had learned
the grave nature of alcoholism. Though he could not
accept all the tenets of the Oxford Groups, he was
convinced of the need for moral inventory, confession
of personality defects, restitution to those harmed,
helpfulness to others, and the necessity of belief in and
dependance upon God.
Prior to his journey to Akron, the broker had worked
hard with many alcoholics on the theory that only an
alcoholic could help an alcoholic, but he had succeeded
only in keeping sober himself. The broker had
gone to Akron on a business venture which had
collapsed, leaving him greatly in fear that he might
start drinking again. He suddenly realized that in
order to save himself he must carry his message to
another alcoholic. That alcoholic turned out to be
the Akron physician.
This physician had repeatedly tried spiritual means
to resolve his alcoholic dilemma but had failed. But
when the broker gave him Dr. Silkworth's description
of alcoholism and its hopelessness, the physician began
to pursue the spiritual remedy for his malady with a
willingness he had never again up to the moment of
his death in 1950. This seemed to prove that one
alcoholic could affect another as no nonalcoholic
could. It also indicated that strenuous work, one
alcoholic with another, was vital to permanent recovery.
Hence the two men set to work almost frantically
upon alcoholics arriving in the ward of the Akron
City Hospital. Their very first case, a desperate one,
recovered immediately and became A.A. number
three. He never had another drink. This work at
Akron continued through the summer of 1935. There
were many failures, but there was an occasional heartening
success. When the broker returned to New York
in the fall of 1935, the first A.A. group had actually
been formed, though no one realized it at the time.
A second small group promptly took shape at New
York, to be followed in 1937 with the start of a third
at Cleveland. Besides these, there were scattered
alcoholics who had picked up the basic ideas in Akron
or New York who were trying to form groups in other
cities. By late 1937, the number of members having
substantial sobriety time behind them was sufficient
to convince the membership that a new light had
entered the dark world of the alcoholic.
It was now time, the struggling groups thought, to
place their message and unique experience before the
world. This determination bore fruit in the spring of
1939 by the publication of this volume. The membership
had then reached about 100 men and women.
The fledgling society, which had been nameless, now
began to be called Alcoholics Anonymous, from the
title of its own book. The flying-blind period ended
and A.A. entered a new phase of its pioneering time.
With the appearance of the new book a great deal
began to happen. Dr. Harry Emerson Fosdick, the
noted clergyman, reviewed it with approval. In the
fall of 1939 Fulton Oursler, the editor of "Liberty,"
printed a piece in his magazine, called "Alcoholics and
God." This brought a rush of 800 frantic inquiries
into the little New York office which meanwhile had
been established. Each inquiry was painstakingly
answered; pamphlets and books were sent out. Businessmen,
traveling out of existing groups, were
referred to these prospective newcomers. New groups
started up and it was found, to the astonishment of
everyone, that A.A.'s message could be transmitted in
the mail as well as by word of mouth. By the end of
1939 it was estimated that 800 alcoholics were on
their way to recovery.
In the spring of 1940, John D. Rockefeller, Jr. gave
a dinner for many of his friends to which he invited
A.A. members to tell their stories. News of this got on
the world wires; inquiries poured in again and many
people went to the bookstores to get the book "Alcoholics
Anonymous." By March 1941 the membership
had shot up to 2,000. Then Jack Alexander wrote a
feature article in the "Saturday Evening Post" and
placed such a compelling picture of A.A. before the
general public that alcoholics in need of help really
deluged us. By the close of 1941, A.A. numbered 8,000
members. The mushrooming process was in full swing,
A.A. had become a national institution.
Our Society then entered a fearsome and exciting
adolescent period. The test that it faced was this:
Could these large numbers of erstwhile erratic alcoholics
successfully meet and work together? Would
there be quarrels over membership, leadership and
money? Would there be strivings for power and
prestige? Would there be schisms which would split
A.A. apart? Soon A.A. was beset by these very problems
on every side and in every group. But out of this
frightening and at first disrupting experience the conviction
grew that A.A.'s had to hang together or die
separately. We had to unify our Fellowship or pass
off the scene.
As we discovered the principles by which the individual
alcoholic could live, so we had to evolve principles
by which the A.A. groups and A.A. as a whole
could survive and function effectively. It was thought
that no alcoholic man or woman could be excluded
from our Society; that our leaders might serve but
not govern; that each group was to be autonomous
and there was to be no professional class of therapy.
There were to be no fees or dues; our expenses were
to be met by our own voluntary contributions. There
was to be the least possible organization, even in our
service centers. Our public relations were to be based
upon attraction rather than promotion. It was decided
that all members ought to be anonymous at the level
of press, radio, TV and films. And in no circumstances
should we give endorsements, make alliances, or enter
public controversies.
This was the substance of A.A.'s Twelve Traditions,
which are stated in full on page 564 of this book.
Though none of these principles had the force of rules
or laws, they had become so widely accepted by 1950
that they were confirmed by our first International
Conference held at Cleveland. Today the remarkable
unity of A.A. is one of the greatest assets that our
Society has.
While the internal difficulties of our adolescent
period were being ironed out, public acceptance of
A.A. grew by leaps and bounds. For this there were
two principal reasons: the large numbers of recoveries,
and reunited homes. These made their impressions
everywhere. Of alcoholics who came to A.A. and
really tried, 50% got sober at once and remained that
way; 25% sobered up after some relapses, and among
the remainder, those who stayed on with A.A. showed
improvement. Other thousands came to a few A.A.
meetings and at first decided they didn't want the
program. But great numbers of these--about two out
of three--began to return as time passed.
Another reason for the wide acceptance of A.A. was
the ministration of friends--friends in medicine,
religion, and the press, together with innumerable
others who became our able and persistent advocates.
Without such support, A.A. could have made only the
slowest progress. Some of the recommendations of
A.A.'s early medical and religious friends will be found
further on in this book.
Alcoholics Anonymous is not a religious organization.
Neither does A.A. take any particular medical
point of view, though we cooperate widely with the
men of medicine as well as with the men of religion.
Alcohol being no respecter of persons, we are an
accurate cross section of America, and in distant lands,
the same democratic evening-up process is now going
on. By personal religious affiliation, we include Catholics,
Protestants, Jews, Hindus, and a sprinkling of
Moslems and Buddhists. More than fifteen per cent
of us are women.
At present, our membership is increasing at the
rate of about seven per cent a year. So far, upon the
total problem of several million actual and potential
alcoholics in the world, we have made only a scratch.
In all probability, we shall never be able to touch more
than a fair fraction of the alcohol problem in all its
ramifications. Upon therapy for the alcoholic himself,
we surely have no monopoly. Yet it is our great hope
that all those who have as yet found no answer may
begin to find one in the pages of this book and will
presently join us on the high road to a new freedom.
THE DOCTOR'S OPINION
WE OF Alcoholics Anonymous believe that the
reader will be interested in the medical estimate
of the plan of recovery described in this book.
Convincing testimony must surely come from medical
men who have had experience with the sufferings of
our members and have witnessed our return to health.
A well-known doctor, chief physician at a nationally
prominent hospital specializing in alcoholic and drug
addiction, gave Alcoholics Anonymous this letter:
To Whom It May Concern:
I have specialized in the treatment if alcoholism
for many years.
In late 1934 I attended a patient who, though he had
been a competent businessman of good earning capacity,
was an alcoholic of a type I had come to regard
as hopeless.
In the course of his third treatment he acquired cer-
tain ideas concerning a possible means of recovery. As
part of his rehabilitation he commenced to present his
conceptions to other alcoholics, impressing upon them
that they must do likewise with still others. This has
become the basis of a rapidly growing fellowship of
these men and their families. This man and over one
hundred others appear to have recovered.
I personally know scores of cases who were of the
type with whom other methods had failed completely.
These facts appear to be of extreme medical importance;
because of the extraordinary possibilities of rapid
growth inherent in this group they may mark a new
epoch in the annals of alcoholism. These men may
well have a remedy for thousands of such situations.
You may rely absolutely on anything they say about
themselves.
Very truly yours,
William D. Silkworth, M.D.
The physician who, at our request, gave us this letter,
has been kind enough to enlarge upon his views in
another statement which follows. In this statement he
confirms what we who have suffered alcoholic torture
must believe--that the body of the alcoholic is quite as
abnormal as his mind. It did not satisfy us to be told
that we could not control our drinking just because we
were maladjusted to life, that we were in full flight
from reality, or were outright mental defectives. These
things were true to some extent, in fact, to a considerable
extent with some of us. But we are sure that our
bodies were sickened as well. In our belief, any picture
of the alcoholic which leaves out this physical
factor is incomplete.
The doctor's theory that we have an allergy to alcohol
interests us. As laymen, our opinion as to its
soundness may, of course, mean little. But as ex-problem
drinkers, we can say that his explanation
makes good sense. It explains many things for which
we cannot otherwise account.
Though we work out our solutions on the spiritual as
well as an altruistic plane, we favor hospitalization for
the alcoholic who is very jittery or befogged. More
often than not, it is imperative that a man's brain be
cleared before he is approached, as he has then a better
chance of understanding and accepting what we
have to offer.
The doctor writes:
The subject presented in this book seems to me to be of
paramount importance to those afflicted with alcoholic
addiction.
I say this after many years' experience as Medical
Director of one of the oldest hospitals in the country treating
alcoholic and drug addiction.
There was, therefore, a sense of real satisfaction when I
was asked to contribute a few words on a subject which is
covered in such masterly detail in these pages.
We doctors have realized for a long time that some form
of moral psychology was of urgent importance to alcoholics,
but its application presented difficulties beyond our conception.
What with our ultra-modern standards, our scientific
approach to everything, we are perhaps not well equipped
to apply the powers of good that lie outside our synthetic
knowledge.
Many years ago one of the leading contributors to this
book came under our care in this hospital and while here
he acquired some ideas which he put into practical application at once.
Later, he requested the privilege of being allowed to tell
his story to other patients here and with some misgiving,
we consented. The cases we have followed through have
been most interesting: in fact, many of them are amazing.
The unselfishness of these men as we have come to know
them, the entire absence of profit motive, and their community
spirit, is indeed inspiring to one who has labored
long and wearily in this alcoholic field. They believe in
themselves, and still more in the Power which pulls chronic
alcoholics back from the gates of death.
Of course an alcoholic ought to be freed from his physical
craving for liquor, and this often requires a definite hospital
procedure, before psychological measures can be of maximum benefit.
We believe, and so suggested a few years ago, that the
action of alcohol on these chronic alcoholics is a manifestation
of an allergy; that the phenomenon of craving is limited
to this class and never occurs in the average temperate
drinker. These allergic types can never safely use alcohol
in any form at all; and once having formed the habit and
found they cannot break it, once having lost their self-confidence,
their reliance upon things human, their problems pile
up on them and become astonishingly difficult to solve.
Frothy emotional appeal seldom suffices. The message
which can interest and hold these alcoholic people must
have depth and weight. In nearly all cases, their ideals
must be grounded in a power greater than themselves, if
they are to re-create their lives.
If any fell that as psychiatrists directing a hospital for
alcoholics we appear somewhat sentimental, let them stand
with us a while on the firing line, see the tragedies, the
despairing wives, the little children; let the solving of these
problems become a part of their daily work, and even of
their sleeping moments, and the most cynical will not
wonder that we have accepted and encouraged this movement.
We feel, after many years if experience, that we
have found nothing which has contributed more to the
rehabilitation of these men than the altruistic movement
now growing up among them.
Men and women drink essentially because they like the
effect produced by alcohol. The sensation is so elusive that,
while they admit it is injurious, they cannot after a time
differentiate the true from the false. To them, their alcoholic
life seems the only normal one. They are restless,
irritable and discontented, unless they can again experience
the sense of ease and comfort which comes at once by tak-
ing a few drinks--drinks which they see others taking with
impunity. After they have succumbed to the desire again,
as so many do, and the phenomenon of craving develops,
they pass through the well-known stages of a spree, emerging
remorseful, with a firm resolution not to drink again.
This is repeated over and over, and unless this person can
experience an entire psychic change there is very little hope
of his recovery.
On the other hand--and strange as this may seem to those
who do not understand--once a psychic change has occurred,
the very same person who seemed doomed, who had so
many problems he despaired of ever solving them, suddenly
finds himself easily able to control his desire for alcohol,
the only effort necessary being that required to follow
a few simple rules.
Men have cried out to me in sincere and despairing appeal:
"Doctor, I cannot go on like this! I have everything
to live for! I must stop, but I cannot! You must help me!"
Faced with this problem, if a doctor is honest with himself,
he must sometimes feel his own inadequacy. Although
he gives all that is in him, it often is not enough. One feels
that something more than human power is needed to produce
the essential psychic change. Though the aggregate
of recoveries resulting from psychiatric effort is considerable,
we physicians must admit we have made little
impression upon the problem as a whole. Many types do
not respond to the ordinary psychological approach.
I do not hold with those who believe that alcoholism is
entirely a problem of mental control. I have had many
men who had, for example, worked a period of months on
some problem or business deal which was to be settled on
a certain date, favorably to them. They took a drink a day
or so prior to the date, and then the phenomenon of craving
at once became paramount to all other interests so that the
important appointment was not met. These men were not
drinking to escape; they were drinking to overcome a craving
beyond their mental control.
There are many situations which arise out of the phenomenon
of craving which cause men to make the supreme
sacrifice rather then continue to fight.
The classification of alcoholics seems most difficult, and
in much detail is outside the scope of this book. There are,
of course, the psychopaths who are emotionally unstable.
We are all familiar with this type. They are always "going
on the wagon for keeps." They are over-remorseful and
make many resolutions, but never a decision.
There is the type of man who is unwilling to admit that
he cannot take a drink. He plans various ways of drinking.
He changes his brand or his environment. There is the type
who always believes that after being entirely free from
alcohol for a period of time he can take a drink without
danger. There is the manic-depressive type, who is, perhaps,
the least understood by his friends, and about whom
a whole chapter could be written.
Then there are types entirely normal in every respect
except in the effect alcohol has upon them. They are often
able, intelligent, friendly people.
All these, and many others, have one symptom in common:
they cannot start drinking without developing the
phenomenon of craving. This phenomenon, as we have
suggested, may be the manifestation of an allergy which
differentiates these people, and sets them apart as a distinct
entity. It has never been, by any treatment with which we
are familiar, permanently eradicated. The only relief we
have to suggest is entire abstinence.
This immediately precipitates us into a seething caldron
of debate. Much has been written pro and con, but among
physicians, the general opinion seems to be that most
chronic alcoholics are doomed.
What is the solution? Perhaps I can best answer this by
relating one of my experiences.
About one year prior to this experience a man was
brought in to be treated for chronic alcoholism. He had
but partially recovered from a gastric hemorrhage and
seemed to a case of pathological mental deterioration.
He has lost everything worthwhile in life and was only
living, one might say, to drink. He frankly admitted and
believed that for him there was no hope. Following the
elimination of alcohol, there was found to be no permanent
brain injury. He accepted the plan outlined in this book.
One year later he called to see me, and I experienced a
very strange sensation. I knew the man by name, and
partly recognized his features, but there all resemblance
ended. From a trembling, despairing, nervous wreck, had
emerged a man brimming over with self-reliance and contentment.
I talked with him for some time, but was not
able to bring myself to feel that I had known him before.
To me he was a stranger, and so he left me. A long time
has passed with no return to alcohol.
When I need a mental uplift, I often think of another
case brought in by a physician prominent in New York.
The patient had made his own diagnosis and deciding his
situation hopeless, had hidden in a deserted barn determined
to die. He was rescued by a searching party, and,
in desperate condition, brought to me. Following his
physical rehabilitation, he had a talk with me in which he
frankly stated he thought the treatment a waste of effort,
unless I could assure him, which no one ever had, that in
the future he would have the "will power" to resist the
impulse to drink.
His alcoholic problem was so complex and his depression
so great, that we felt his only hope would be through
what we then called "moral psychology", and we doubted
if even that would have any effect.
However, he did become "sold" on the ideas contained
in this book. He has not had a drink for a great many years.
I see him now and then and he is as fine a specimen of
manhood as one could wish to meet.
I earnestly advise every alcoholic to read this book
through, and though perhaps he came to scoff, he may remain
to pray.
William D. Silkworth, M.D
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