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  1. This is my first post. I know I am powerless to my long term addiction to marijuana. I got high on a regular basis from age 18-30, then when my son was born 12 years ago and I quit. Over the last 12 months I got back into it with me just realizing I can't control my compulsions on my own. My wife and I are concerned he will find out and don't want to give him the same "excuse" that I use by saying it's no big deal everyone does it. This is the excuse I've used to party from 18-40. That it was always around when I was hunger so it's ok, normal. I researched 12 steps last night which led me to signing in and posting this today. After a fun final night and day of getting high because I'm committed to quitting tomorrow - Monday. I've tried a few times but now after smoking in the mornings again I'm committed to the 12 step program. I'm going to try to get through the steps online and consider this passing of the first step because I know without doubt I am addicted to getting numbed and am powerless to resolve this alone. I'm committed to doing this am on to steps 2 - wish me luck! Matt